My Imperfection | Difficulty Maintaining Friendship

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As we all knows, that friendship is a good things, and friends is one of the most important things that a person can have. Friends are someone that you share a bond with, people that you have a relationship with because you experience the same common value, belief and goals. A friend is someone that provides comfort and joy, someone that have huge impact in our health, our well being and our life, someone that you trust and prevent you from loneliness whenever they're with us. Despite knowing all the important of having friends but I still struggle or found it very hard to maintain friends.

In the friendship department, I found it very hard to maintain my friendship, Maybe the habit i developed while growing up because I'm a shy type or I'm used to being alone or I'm an Ambivert that is someone that's partially introvert and partially extrovert or It's low self-confidence that make me believe people don't like me. But I didn't understand why i found it very hard to keep friends. I've try to have at least one or two friends at any given time but once we go our separate ways that's the end, I simply don't know how to keep in contact with them. Although, I never found anything wrong about it.

In every journey of my life, have had a lot of best friends but with the distance and various life events, I found it very hard to keep in touch with them. But Whenever I see a lot of people meetings up with their old friends, catching up and having a good time, I often felt jealous and admired how they keep friends easily and maintain their friendship.

Sometimes, I kept on asking my self these question. Why do I found it so hard to maintain a relationship I had no problem making? Why did I found it very hard to pick their call even when they called me? why did i found it very hard to return their calls or messages whenever i saw it?. Whenever I reflect on this habit of not maintaining friends, I often attributes it to introversion or Ambivert because while growing up, I love being alone a lot and having limited social interaction.

How I wish I can't stop this habit and start keeping in touch with my friends but I'm working on myself already.

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