Wiped

Well, I am here to rant but a little maybe it will make me feel alright. Even if it’s I just a little bit. Have you been in that situation when you took a break from what you loved to do and then you are trying to get back on and you’d use all the motivation available even though there seem be little or nothing in the name of motivation around and then just when it’s as if you are trying to get your motivation back, the worst happens.

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Well let me explain a little. For two months plus, my blog has been literally empty and I have been so busy offline that I had barely no time to write. Ordinarily I’d write twice daily and if worst comes once but the fact that I could stay a whole month and not blog is a matter that needs to be studied. Not because I don’t want to write but because I get so busy during the day that before the day is over, I am totally fagged out that I couldn’t even keep my head in my phone

The month is July and August being the busiest of it all. So day after day, my blog and its emptiness gnaws on my soul. I couldn’t even believe that was me but well it is. So after staying away for so long, I am looking for the motivation to come online and write again. I don’t seem to even know where to start from. The prompts seems strange and somehow my brain can’t seem to put itself together to make a good sentence. I’d look and shit down again.

So after back and forth and knowing that I need money too, today after a little motivation but especially from the fact that those ain’t gonna pay themselves, I gathered all the morale I have left and decided to write one of the prompts in one of the communities. I sat down and wrote I a storm and just when I was about to post it, the worst happened.

I usually write on hive blog front end and post through inleo. Just for me to log in, I found out my inleo has been logged out. My mind told me to copy my post and keep on my notepad but I ignored saying to myself that after all my posts stays on my draft was long. I don’t understand the magic that happened inbetween the login and trying to copy by post and post on inleo. The entire post wiped off.

I couldn’t believe my eyes. I tried to restore draft to no avail. So my entire effort has gone to waste. How do you motivate my motivation after this experience. It’s so painful and to think of the fact that this is not the first time this is happening to me. It’s so heart breaking.

Have you had this type of experience before, if yes, what did you do?

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