15 Years / Friday / Before Evening

15 Years

I can still remember what happened to my father 15 years ago. It's the same day of his passing. I was there inside the ICU when the nurses bathed him, which in probably an hour after that, they started to do CPR on him. I was just watching. In my mind, keep going until they reached the goal of better signs. I don't want to think he's already leaving us.

I was standing there for two hours waiting for good results, as if my heart started to feel the pain. The hope in me is waning. It came to my mine, it's not normal, and something's wrong. I started to cry, went outside the ICU, and woke everyone in the family sleeping along the hall. I kept crying until my eyes dried out, and tried to accept what happen.

Friday

We tried to be early during the day to support our deaf field service. I don't a plan for the afternoon but I decided to join teaching deaf people in a vocational school which I used to visit years back.

Before Evening

It's nice to go out for a walk and visit this place before evening comes. The breeze is cool considering it's close to the beach, and there are beautiful sights.