Lows / Saturday / Lovely Morning
Lows
The year 2007 had gave me the lows in my life, and actually brought me to the bottom. It's such a pain when my mother has been hurt by the people she loved outside of her own family. That gave her so much stress and pain, even failing to fall asleep. The stress had likely worsen the illness that we still have no idea despite the frequent check-ups. There are misdiagnosis on her actual state.
On the third quarter, we learned about cancer when the doctor decided to have my mother undergo CT scan. As if my life stopped, and the heaviness in me became even heavier. We witness my mother's suffering, something that we only see on TV. Her screams whenever the pain intensifies, and the slight relief she feels from the remedies we tried to do on her. Going out of her room, I often head to my own and cry.
There are times when my mother seems improving, it got me thankful to the therapy she's undergoing. We're also thankful to the people who stuck with us, never mind those who should've been supported us in this battle.
Saturday
It was cold last night, and we can hear the breeze blowing outside. This morning, it's not anymore breezy. The sun it out, but I love how cold it is.
Lovely Morning
It's such a lovely morning walk in the park. The trees, grass, and flowers growing. This cold weather is a perfect time to walk outdoors.
