Contemplation

I am practicing contemplation. In a desperate situation, I talk to myself. I talked about something good for the future. In this situation, I feel peace.

I can omit my worries after I get to sleep. Saying that tomorrow is going to be better. I feel calm. Everything is fulfilled without my knowledge.

I have been living in a difficult situation. I surrender to the Almighty God what happens to me. I will not carry the burden that is on my shoulders. All are not mine, but from Him.
Contemplation helps me relax. I can push all the burden out. My mind has no idea what to do, but nothing should be worried about. All things beyond my control are not mine. They are the works of God.

Respecting myself gives me more motivation to do things that look heavy. What I have done is a great thing in my life. I am still standing here. I am still strong. I am going forward.

Realizing my weakness and letting it be seen by my eyes will not make me weak. It gives me more knowledge about when and what to do then. The weakness exists. I should not fight it, but I want it to be friendly.
In the end, talking to myself about good things helps me feel more comfortable and stronger.