How I Failed Simple Test of Love

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Loneliness is a sickness that only lovely companionship can Solve. God looked at Adam and felt pity for him as every other animals have company except humans at the beginning. God cause a deep sleep over him and create a loving partner for him. He became more happier and enjoyment at large. Personally, I need a companion as well so that I will be happy too. But there's always a test of proving love towards another person.

Test for love makes becoming spouses and lovers, one of challenging situations in the human existence and endeavors. It comes with several trials and conditions that seems hard to overcome. The conditions engineered toward proving that one is serious with one's sayings and actions. One thing is sure that everyone will be happy and enjoy that special companion and relationship with someone else.

In the words of one of female pop singer, she encouraged everyone to keep trying. Even if one failed several times, that one should keep try again and again probably with several other people till get the true lover. But failing this tasks makes me feel sad and depressed as if I had not failed such test before.

Feeling very sad and bad in this case might be because of the person in this case. Let me narrated this painful scenario.

She is very beautiful and wonderful structured with every feminine form. She is very tall and attractive. Every man must look at her twice because of her beauty. In my native language, there's adage for such beauty which translated that she must be created on Sundays. As angels are formed on that day. Our eyes met as she came out from her car. I drowned in my world and wish she became my wife.

Without wasting of time, I moved to her and exchange pleasantries. She is approachable and respectful. Qualities that's rare with beautiful ladies in my clime. She smiles as I flow with my rhythm and grammar. As people like me, use this style as our love language for ladies. She listen and respond accordingly even as she wanted to take her niece home from school.

I did not want to be a pest but respectfully asked for her number so that the conversation will continue and possible become lovers. Boom! A test of love! She gave me part of her number and left the other for another day. I asked her why? What will I do with six numbers out of usual eleven numbers that consist every mobile number in my area. She said that she have her reason and that I should keep this number safe for the next meeting. She left with her car with smiles on her face.

My friends laughed 😁😁😁😁 at me as it was a funny show for them. They even concluded that it's a failed mission. John, one of them told me to keep the bargain. Without any choice, I treasured that six numbers as my bank security pin.

After several days of coming around the school premises to look for her, finally we met and I was happy as one that find Gold. She is a Gold indeed. I rushed towards her and she recognized me immediately that means she likes me as that's the first step of relationship.

After exchanging pleasantries and hugs. I feel her soft body and wished to always wake up with her on my arms. When she wanted to leave again. She asked me if I still have the numbers, she gave me. I checked throughly but could not see it. I wondered where I wrote it down and saved. It was not in my phone directories and diary. She noticed that and left angrily. She told me that I failed the test and my failure showed that I can't take good care of her.

Tears drops from my eyes. How could this happen to me? Why will I not saved and provided my most treasured number? I did not want to blame her for thinking that in such a way. Not saving her number will mean that I will not take good care of her. Till today, I still feel bad and painful for that scenario. Tell me what you think of the comment section.