I Got A Tarot Reading Today
Today I got a Tarot reading done, and I hadn't had one in about 8 years, I was a little bit apprehensive about doing it, but I'm so glad to have gone for it.
Before I start, I just want to say, I'm not totally into this sort of stuff, I find it interesting and think we humans have a lot more power than we're led to believe. In saying that though, I am a little bit of a skeptic.
Holistic Fair
So, today the lads were around and we played the set a couple of times in preparation for the upcoming festival. After we finished up and they headed home, my partner's mum mentioned a holistic fair that was in town, since we weren't up to much we decided to head over.
It was pretty cool, there were people selling all sorts, from crystals to remedy kind of stuff, and around the perimeter of the hall, there were tons of readers, mediums, and people of that nature.
After perusing the snake oil, my partner's mum went and sat down with someone to get a reading done, and me and my partner sat with the baby for a bit then she decided to get hers done, so I sat alone trying to drop some eves, but I wasn't able to pick up on much more than disjointed words lacking any context.
They both finished their sessions and asked if I wanted to get one, which I wasn't sure about. While sitting there, I was thinking I would, but decided against it and we got ready to leave, and once we got to the car, I decided to just go for it.
The thing that changed my mind was when my partner was saying that she got a few messages from loved ones who had passed away, and due to the fact that over the last few years I've lost people close to me, and most recently, within six months of each other two friends committed suicide.
I wasn't expecting to hear anything in particular or see anything in the cards, but it was one of those moments where I was like, if I don't do it now I'll probably end up regretting it. So, as spur of the moment as it was, I went back in. The woman that my partner went to was packing up and getting ready to leave and I asked if she would be able to do mine, or is she heading. She reassured me it was fine, and she'd get her cards back out, but asked if I was sure about it, and said about the money already spent.
It was a kind of specific thing because when we got outside I mentioned to the others that I didn't want to do it, because 60 Euros seemed a bit much and the reader asked a few times before we sat down if I was sure.
Information Overload
Once we started the reading, I was told about a few aspects of my life, like the creative side of things, and some of my hopes, dreams, and aspirations.
I was ensured that what I'm doing right now is good, and not to feel burdened by not achieving enough, or doing things fast enough. She said by having the baby, obviously, he is our priority, and that the other things in my life have to take a slight backseat compared to the big change.
I've had so many things on my mind, so many projects on the go at once, and so much stress, as well as a slight feeling of doubt, and this uncertainty based around not finishing things soon enough. My mind was put at ease to a certain extent, and she said that I need to reclaim some balance, and asked about something in my life throwing me off balance; something that might be stifling me, and getting in the way of being productive.
After some thinking for a minute, I figured it could be the housing situation. At the moment, me and my partner are back and forth between each of our hometowns; we spend a week in hers and then a week in mine, and it's sort of hard to stay motivated and productive because once we settle in, we're on the move again.
She mentioned creativity and pulled multiple cards based on energy, and balance, and after pulling a grounding one, she advised that I try it out, focusing more attention on it to get my mind and spirit in a good place. Grounding is something I've never actually done, but it's something I've wanted to try out, just to settle the head and see if it helps.
Then she also pulled a health card concerning my heart chakra and said that I have some healing to do, but also said that in my life there is a lot of love, so it's not all bad.
People, and Advice
So, she is a medium as well as a reader, so occasionally she would stop and be in a world of her own for a moment and ask me who someone is, or describe a person.
At one point she stopped mid-sentence and just looked at me and asked, who's Jake? (Fake Name) I was like, oh that's a close friend of mine. She pulled a card and looked at it for a moment, then told me that he is kind of draining me, and since I'm sensitive to vibrations and other people's energy can throw me off, she said to be more mindful of it and safeguard myself.
This friend of mine is in a constant state of trouble, and he sometimes leans on me for advice, and support, which can be frustrating because he doesn't take any of the advice on board and typically falls back into the same old problems. Now, she said not to cut him out of my life - which I wouldn't anyway - but did say that I need to help him heal from a distance, and protect myself.
I nearly cried at the end of it and needed to hold myself back, it wasn't the initial reading or the messages from people I know. At the end of the session, she asked if I had any questions or do I feel if there was anything I didn't hear that I wanted to hear.
Instantly, I mentioned my nan, and said that I'd love to hear from her, then went on to say that I wish she could have met Kaleb, knowing how happy she would have been to see him.
She must have heard my voice shaking a bit and told me that she already met him, that she hugged, held, and knows him, and that her and everyone else connected to us, sent him to us.
It's a beautiful thought, and whether or not someone believes in the idea of all this stuff, I like to think it's true, and while I may not believe it 100%, I do think there's something to it, and even if it is just that comforting warm feeling you get from hearing nice things, it's worth it.
There was so much other stuff mentioned, some of it pretty personal, and some of it I have forgotten. I find that in the course of 20 minutes, you hear so much that it's difficult to take it all in.
Next time I do one, I'd really like to voice record the session just to review it after the fact.
I got her details and would go back to her next time. I asked when she'd recommend doing another one, and she said that a year would be good, and even said that I should reflect on each year a lot more. Which is a good point.
Since joining Hive, I do a monthly blog on Power-up Day, chatting about whatever's happened that previous month, I think doing that is great, but having a yearly one would be great too. Time flies, so it would be good to keep note of things I think.
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I’ve never had a reading but I think my wife has once or twice. It sounds like this was a good one for you and it seems to depend on who’s doing it, this lady seems like she’s got some talent which is good. Many are just full of shit lol.
On the notion of kids and seeing people who have passed - I absolutely think this is real and possible. I don’t know if I’ve told you the story of our son and what was going on with him for a few years or not but here it is.
Ghosts
We raised our son in the most natural and chemical / toxin free environment we could. My wife pumped her breast milk and he ate that for 3 years of his life. He also consumed organic, cow and lactose based formula mixed with ultra filtered reverse osmosis water. My wife ate almost all organic and we basically kept his body as pure as we could.
At about 1.5 or 2 years old he would look to this one corner of our living room and stare at it, and interact with it a bit. He would laugh and babble, do the baby talk towards the corner and have a bit of a genuine conversation with what was in the corner.
He got a little older and we didn’t say anything about the things happening, we just let it play out as a natural experiment and made no deal out of it so that he would keep doing it and we could watch him go with it. He eventually got to talking and using real words and we asked him about it one day and he said that the person he was taking to was the man with the hat that was from the ship. I don’t know who that could be and it may not have rung a bell with my wife on her side of the family but the person he was talking to and interacting with seemed docile and good natured.
Our son would be over there and look up at the corner and say something or would extend his hand up to it and hold it while walking over to his toy box or something as if it was a real person. He played with it, showed it toys and things. It was the most surreal experience that we had ever witnessed and it was absolutely fascinating.
We let this go on for as long as it would and it ended about when he was 4 years old or so, and we backed off on the very strict diet, strict ultra filtered water and things since it was fairly expensive to keep that up. He was drinking more filtered water from the fridge that is likely added with fluoride and that is known to calcify the pineal gland which many say is how we have the capability to do these extra spiritual things.
It proves to me that there are so many things we have no idea about as adults and babies are exposed to, with the full wonder and ability that they do. Their bodies and minds aren’t bogged down by the crap we are so they can be completely open to these wonderful things, and also not be subjected to the toxic soup of crap that adults have years of exposure to. I absolutely think that your son has had experience with your grandmother and I know that she’s gotten to give him a hug and have a small conversation with him in her own way.
That is amazing man, I've seen some strange videos online people have taken of their kids talking to people who weren't there, but I've never talked to someone who has actually seen it with their own eyes. Maybe your son is clairvoyant.
There are so many things that happen on this planet that we don't fully understand, and I think there is definitely something to the whole Ghost thing, and even this sort of tarot/ medium kind of stuff, I'm not saying all of them are real, as there are a lot of people out there hustling and trying to make money, but I could feel the energy talking about this stuff with the woman, although, sometimes we can feel the energy if we're in an intense and fully focused conversation 1 on 1 with someone.
While watching videos, I've come across a lot of stuff about frequency which is something I want to look more into, it all kind of doubles up with another thing I came across recently which is this Mud Flood Theory, it's really interesting and something cool to think about, but the frequency thing came about when I saw a video about how all the old church and cathedral bells were destroyed around the world and replaced with different one. Seeing what frequencies can do to water is enough to make me want to test some stuff out. The reason I say this is I saw someone talk about the pineal gland and how we can help to decalcify it with the help of frequencies, grounding, and meditation. I've never meditated, but it's something I'd like to try out, as well as grounding.
You know man, I'd say go and get a reading done, while there were a few things in my reading that could have been chalked up to her making observations and being vague, there were too many very specific things she said and asked me, it was very strange.
Oh for sure dude, frequencies are crucial, I was actually just talking to another dude on hive about that. The calming resonance of a waterfall sound is incredible and I’m sure it’s got to do with the frequency. There’s also vibration, that’s another crucial aspect of our bodies and the whole universe. If you can match the vibrational pitch of something you can do amazing things. There’s a lot of people researching into the pyramids and they moved those massive stone blocks with the power of frequencies and chanting, moving them on the vibrational waves of their voices collectively. There’s so many things that we’ve lost touch with because it was intentionally destroyed similar to the way they probably destroyed the church bells. That wouldn’t shock me in the least sadly.
I think the thing with glass is just the tip of the iceberg dude! I would love to eventually get into frequencies and stuff. That stuff is amazing!
He was before your time here but this dude perceptual flaws was such a wonderful and powerful writer. He wrote so many posts you can spend hours reading and diving into. He speaks of vibrational things here and there but so many of his posts are mind blowing in the information they contain. Sadly he stopped posting for one reason or another, I’m hoping he comes back one day, I know that I miss chatting with him. Brilliant man, truly.
https://peakd.com/esoteric/@perceptualflaws/consciousness-rising-part-2-surfing-the-frequency-waves-of-a-holographic-reality
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It's really interesting man, she did mention something and you came up. She pulled a travel card and it was all about leaving Ireland for a while.
I said about me and you talking about leaving a few years back, and me and herself has been talking about emmigrated or something, even if only for a few months to see what happens.
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It must've been an interesting experience for you! It sounds like she's talented and is interesting person. I personally don't really believe in all these though growing up, my parents were into occultism. And I got mine read a few times and they always feel like a puzzle to me 😂
Yeah there is a lot of stuff to think about after the fact and so much of the things mentioned that are forgotten, because there's so much being said.
She was a medium too and that's the main reason I went to her, because I've lost a lot of people over the years.
She did say at one point that I have a spirit following me very closely, she said he's over my right shoulder and asked if I ever see something out the corner of my eye. I've never seen someone, but I do get the feeling I'm being watched when I'm alone, especially at night.
Then she said that we can clense it and tell them to keep a distance if it makes me feel uncomfortable, and I declined and told her I don't mind. She mentioned that I have a lot of spirit energy around me, it's interesting, and I've sometimes seen orbs, but only a few times.
I was so invested in this, I didn't even know when I'd gotten to the end. I feel so much for you my friend and I'm sure experiencing it firsthand must have been such a whirlpool of strong emotions.
I'd never done a Tarot reading or anyone for that matter and I never thought it to be true. But like you said, there is something about it and if you were able to rediscover these things about yourself, it's worth it isn't it. I'm so happy you didn't pass on the opportunity. Remain strong. You're doing wonderful.
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I can't say whether it is all real, there are people out there just trying to make money and there have been people caught out. But, I think it's worth trying out, and going into something like that, we need to have an open mind and feel comfortable.
It was intense and there were some strong emotions, especially when talking about loved ones who have gone. I'l be going back to her in a year, and as she said, it'll be a good chance to kind of review this year and treat it as a chance to reflect before the next reading.
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