One Poor Spending Decision I made

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Wow this topic really make me remember something, one wrong decision that I made due to pressure and listening to what people say. Back then in 2021 or should I saw before I start living alone, I'm one skinny guy like that, my eyes haven't open at all and I was really struggling to eat back then in school, I do see people spending anyhow, eating what they like but as a guy, I had to hid myself most times until crypto made the way and I promised myself, I have to eat and eat so the skinny body can disappear. So since I'm someone that rarely leave the room and I just make sure i keep myself busy with online work, games and other stuff, I started gaining weight, I ate to the full at times and with time my cheeks came out and people started complaining I'm getting fat.

I really wasn't bothered to some extend because they are the one abusing me I was skinny but now I'm getting fat, until one day my mom told me I'm getting fat too, that since I don't leave the house, everything is gathering together and all, I laughed though but I started getting worried maybe I should start exercising, go to the gym or probably strolling out in the evening, I try strolling but I got tired and I can't visit the gym alone because I'm somehow shy and I never have the gym experience before so I decided to consider getting a thread mill for myself and do the exercise at home, I was somehow curious to know how it will feel, if it is necessary or not. I search online for it and saw one on jiji, A thread mill with massage stuff on it and 2 small dumb bell going for 250k total package with delivery. I had to call the number because I was skeptical about paying for online stuff unless it is on jumia. We chat and agreed on the necessary stuff and also payment on delivery.

They brought and install it and I pay with extra charges. I was really happy I got it that time and I started using it, until after two weeks, I got tired because no matter how I exercise, I will still eat. I started thinking if getting the thread mill and paying that huge fee for it really worth it, i don't like selling stuff so I just let it be in the corner of the house and anytime I'm too happy or jobless in the house, i will just on it and exercise a little bit. Even my friends made offer to even buy it from me but the price they are giving me wasn't worth it, it was way lesser and i didn't agree with the hope that it will be of good use in future (probably) and with the economy palava, the selling price already increase with (extra 100k) so it not worth selling at all at any cheap price. Currently I had to borrow a friend of mine to use for the main time instead of staying at one corner.

At Some point I regretting getting it because I thought I will really use it but I didn't, this thought always come in anytime I'm broke and I just look at huge amount of money sitting at a corner but at some point, I just view it as a way of holding down money.